I am breaking my celibacy, a long year and a bit without anything, no sexual contact.

It should feel less like a chore than it does now I know he’s definitely coming over. But the familiar habit of dressing up a little, shaving down there, moistening my cunt with lube and then visiting the loo around 100 times comes easily, like I’ve never been away.

He’s later than expected but it doesn’t matter – I had nowhere else to be and don’t want to rush this.

He arrives and we go upstairs. We have some awkward small talk and he also confesses he hasn’t slept with anyone for 9 months.

It’s a shocking statement from a guy, and the fact he’s even telling me this is awesome. He is all over me and we undress each other. He has his best boxers on.

Very quickly he is between my legs and sucking my clit, hands probing my pussy. It’s very very good, and I’m driven to the edge of an orgasm. But not yet.

Very soon after I’m grabbing a condom to unroll on his very hard dick. And he’s inside, jackhammering away but not quite hitting the mark. I tell him to slow down but he doesn’t, we try me on top and still can’t quite get purchase. I ask him to doggy and he can’t quite get there – loses his erection entirely.

And then his mouth and hands are all over my pussy again. I realise I’m breathing too hard and calm myself down, touching my clit where he is missing it out. Oh my god I’m coming so hard with his face on my inner thigh and his fingers right inside me. That felt so good.

We lie beside each other, catching a breath. He’s telling me he’s been on loads of dates already this year but nothing special. We talk about how most relationships have been one night stands that have continued. I would love to date him, I think to myself. But there is a 20 year age gap.

And that’s why he has the energy to start fucking again, slowly with his mouth on my tit, pulling at my breasts and then fingers on my pussy again, wetting them. I grab some more lube ans he laughs until I use it on his dick, then moans in pleasure. Oh yeah he’s hard again.

This time I take him in my mouth and remember how much I love this – the slight aroma of musk, the soft trimmed hairs around his balls, licking from one end to the other teasing him. Soon I’m riding him again and he’s coming and I’m just so glad I’ve done this with him. It’s like I’ve never been away.