It’s been 10 years my notes tell me. I don’t even know his real name. He texts out of the blue and I fob him off for a week but eventually succumb.

I’m nervous. It’s been 10 years. His face is a shadow, I remember he was so handsome.

I open the door and he doesn’t even speak. He’s wearing a polo shirt, shorts and flip flops. I’ve chosen a lace bodysuit I forgot I owned, and a vest dress over that. Heels. I wonder what I wore 10 years ago? Who was I then and who am I now?

The questions can wait: we go upstairs, we are kissing, it’s wet and I’m probably too enthusiastic as it’s been MONTHS gang, MONTHS. He’s undressing already and I take the dress off and giggle as I lift it over my head. I imagine him bending me over, just slipping the crotch aside and fucking me. He wants me naked, sliding the straps down my shoulders. Okay then.

I kneel down, with nothing on except the heels. I’m glad I feel sexy instead of stupid. I take his cock in my hands and play a little with it. It seems small, but it’s definitely hard. His balls are shaven and boy it is fun to tease a dick again.

I stand up because I want some attention, I sit on the bed and spread my legs. Thankfully he kneels to worship. He is straight in with his tongue – pulling apart my legs too far which I enjoy. He kisses the entire area and my inner thighs. His fingers go in and I cannot get enough, I writhe and moan and lean into them. He works up a rhythm, maybe with more fingers I dunno it’s just so good and I tell him.

By now I’m crawling backwards up the bed to get a better position and he follows. I know that we don’t have much time so I enjoy his hand inside me as long as I can. I get some lube so it’s not as raw and he says nothing. He goes back down on me with his mouth and I don’t even need to suck his dick again.

He asks for a condom and I push a pillow under my ass. I grab his shoulder and realise he must shave his back as it’s fuzzy. He’s inside and grunts a bit. I tell him harder and he slaps against me in a frenzy then groans.

Ah yeah, he’s come already. And he’s up on his feet. I’m looking for the dress and my underwear.

He leaves and I never do find the condom.